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week long of porridge & liquids

wondering if i shd see my doc again

maybe my oesophagus has shrunk

so lesser air can get in and food cant be disgested

and so my heart area hurts... ha ha ha

actually have no idea what's wrong too

i finished all my medicine for the 1st time

in my medical history... ha ha ha

but heart area still hurts... pray.

or perhaps, the doctor will freak out

when he sees nothing wrong

but just a very fragile heart inside

uuummm.....

should i wait?