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tried many times to take a nice shot of d wheel...
finally was able to take quite a decent shot tonite...
coz i'm not the driver... ahahaaa... anyway.....
i know i've thanked you tens of times.... but still,
thanks a lot for chillin' out with me again... listenin'
to my sim si & tryin' to joke ard... thankz...
but really, i still prefer E-33... ahahaa... i aint no ah pek...

what's this....?
it rained the past days and tonite was good...
all the stars came out to play... but what's beautiful,
you often cant see with your naked eyes...
only when they r gone, then u realize u've missed them.

dis creepy crawly isnt fake... it has probably passed
away silently or perhaps met with a terrible death
some time ago and got discovered only lately...
was clearin' the fridge and found his sad skeletal body...
well, paperlizard kinda struck a chord with what i saw...
poor dude...

very funny... u try to stick me, i try to stick you...
in the end, we played open numbers to clean up d fridge
and the one who suggested it kena in the end...



can't be bothered anymore... just blog whateva i feel...
been suppressin' things d past week... i aint no superman...
my blog is for me to blog... how come i end up silencin' myself
like what R said,
somebody must get hurt
somebody must sacrifice



gotta work tmr but we still bottomed up...
shdnt have hang over ehH... ahahaa...
is there a better way outta everything or i have to leave?
when u no longer wanna try, u kinda lose d energy to love
those around you too... coz u wont be able to give your all
maybe u've given too much and it has taken its toll on you
you shut down and you no longer can feel or wanna feel
as much as you wanna spill them out in tears
maybe that will air your emotions a little
your tear ducts malfunction & you feel constipated
the only thing you question yourself is W H Y



a lot of frustration a lot of unjustification
a lot of a lot of a lot of a lot of
i wish i can say them out but Cognizelnce is overXposed
it doesnt seem like my private blog anymore
said many times i wld migrate but Cognizelnce is Dr. Jekyll
feelin' tired feelin' crappy feelin' emotionless feelin' hanged
worked day in day out... R said i'm esp hardworkin' dis wk

tryin' to be funny rite... i've always been hardworkin' lorh...
guess i've been tryin' to work myself tired so i wld be occupied
from start to the end to keep d momentum goin' and knock out
when the day ends in the little' room...
though i shd be home for dinner, i know i wont have d energy
nor love to share with my loved ones... too tired too drained
so i stayed away & make d little room my 2nd home
so hopin' i can generate some response from myself
but seems like d motherboard has stopped
you r livin' on life support with a mechanical heart
that simply beats to sustain life but that's abt all
everyone's askin whatz happenin'
why am i not the usual crappin' laugh-out-loud lamer
i'm lookin' for her too. tell me if you find her yah.



i told you when one is quiet
it doesnt mean he has nothing to say
most often, he has the most which is not revealed
coz no matter how much is done or said
some things just remain as some things



signing out...
d 8.4% is kickin' in... peace out.