. . . .

okK, i applied for 3dayz leave

and i will be enjoyin' 7dayz break...

woOoo-hooOoooo!

where can i run to ehH...?

sharon chua, can u send me return tix to ur side?!

*big wide grinz*

if itz not BF season, think i shd be able to mk d trip

but itz alright... i believe i will not be short changed.

it's time to bi guan xiu lian

filter off all the unnecessary & get things back on track

at least i dun have to play the avoidance game for 1 wk

cant go on lydat lah... very drainin' man...

i think aft a wk long of civil war & internal injury

with my heart & brain cellz as the major casualties

pulling back and forth

i'm gonna cease fire...

ummmM...

if i dun walk away, i will be fightin a long drawn out war

which will be invisible and tiring emotionally

so no matter how unwilling i am not willing to be

i am gonna walk away

even if i'm well aware of the odds that r stacked up against me

that i will most likely have to lose everything and ...

and have my status downgraded to accquaintancez

of coz that will hurt...

but time to be ready will never repair back a relationship

i dun have the skill to act nonchanlant to what has happened

though i wish nothing has happened...

and still be the clown that i used to be

unless there r better suggestions...

else i still have to do something...

sorry.

do i look like i'm happy abt it...?