isnt this shot cool?
of coz the one who's in d shot made it looks cool.... lol~*
i think i like it a lot.... :)
alot of things to blog.... alot of things to talk abt....
alot of things to forget.... alot of things to heal....
alot of things to settle.... alot of things to shoulder....
but haven had the mood to blog....
haven had the mood to process them thoroughly....
haven had the strength to deal with them bravely.
theory & practical exam tmr.... but i think i started
shuttin' off since monday.... wanna excel & do well....
but a part of me just wanna heck abt d whole thing.
wanna take leave but it's jammed packed so i cant
take any leave to hibernate....
gonna start readin' thru & crampin' them when i finish
bloggin' here.... hopefully i dun doze off.... lol....~*
one of d first things my long lost fren said to me was:
you are still d same.... & u're still so independent.
which is true.... i haven really changed much.... they all
looked like 25yrs.... but i dun.... ahahahaA....!
sometimes, i think i'm fiercely & overly independent....
when there's already so many things dumped on me, i didnt
get into ntu lah.... coz they say not enuff workin'
experience to do d p/t degree... kinda crappy rite....
kinda disappointed but it made me relooked my options....
coz.... had a chat with 086 & i think i shd go for
something i really like.... tat's biz or design....
not borin' old engineering.... but i'm still gonna apply to
NUS' engineering course.... ahahahaA....~*
actually i wld wanna join the EggStoryDesignSkool but then....
no part time courses.... ummmmM..... rethink rethink....~*
really will zhang bu da playin with toys & cartoons for work....
ummmM.... mayb i shd still pursue my product design then can
create toys rite....?! ummmmM.... .......
i came to this conclusion since last wkend....:
when disillusion sets in, it's often due to losin' sight of
what kept you going & motivated from d beginning....
when you ought to cry and you find yourself not
when you ought to hate and you find yourself not
when you ought to fume & you find yourself not
you've lost all emotions
you're just an A.I.
but hey, thanks for ur calls when i needed ya.... :)
u prob heard me a thousand times b4 but i'm really
glad u called just to crap me up, shazzie.... hahahaA.
only ur PT will call u that rite.... kekekeE.... *hair standin'*
waiting for you to come back again in June!! faster faster....
actually i also dunno why lydat....
i think it runs in the family bah....
just asked my bro yest how long he's been attached
and he said almost 2yrs.... and he's only 15.... -_-"
and my sis' attached for 5yrs....
and me....? ummmmM.... those who know will know.... lol~*
so i guess faithfulness runs in our genes....
tat's an invaluable trait.... teach that to ur kids....
but i think my parents brought us up well with d right values.... :)
but i'm the most pathetic lot amongst d 3 i guess....
i think sometimes, it screams I-D-I-O-T. ahahaaA.... ~*
how how how.... my mind has been at the center of d epidemic
and there's been no signs of life since it erupted.
can someone jolt me up with a high powered voltage source?
as usual, those who know will know....
sorry man, if i dun seem to be bothered with anyone of you....
i can see happyness, sadness, laughter and all emos....
i can hear all about your stories....
but i simply just cant feel any. seriously.
i'm hypothetically emotionless.
some commented that my blog is vague, very vague.
then d above statement is d most honest & blunt entry thus far then.
-DND-
i'm an anti-socialist til further notice.
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