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as i mentioned yesterday, i can congize with d emo 'anger'
but i dun really feel it actually.
i'm supposed to be angry, i'm supposed to be @!@&@#%!
but of coz i aint vulgar.... just really really really really mad.


everything was super fast paced today coz of d exams....
but everything ended on a sour note at 8plus tonite....
long story but i just feel.... crappy....~*
perhaps, flabbergasted is the word to use....



i guess 3 outta 4 of us are feelin' upset over everything
coz we really did put in a lot of hardwork & effort
but someone just pushed everything back with his words
i also can buy crabs.... flower crab? snow crab? take ur pick man....
this kind of decision.... i think i see no up lorh.... really no EQ....~*


that was the last straw that broke d carmel's back....
prior to that, i took d blunt of another incident for xxx....
was given a lecture on d incident but okK lah, got nagged at
only.... though i didnt do it.... but to make everyone's life
safer.... sacrifice lorh.... he's my bro so can 帮他挡 .... (:



B U T.... angry lahH.... can i use the phrase - pissed off?
really manN.... feel like boycottin' work tmr.... but then....
i told my LaoDa frankly abt it.... he also understand how we
all felt man.... bu i think d innocent victim is 086....
it's not his fault really....
long story againN.... ~*
u know what, respect has to be gained as a leader lorh....
not how many grams or kilograms of crabbiez u've.... ;p



where's the logic???! where's the tian li....???!!
ohH mannN.... worst thing is, i know i ought to be angry
and i think i'm angry but i cant feel the angry emotion....
i wanna feel the anger and vent things out but then cant
feel anything.... tis is soooooO crappy.... ~*
it's like u wanna burp but u cant burp them out....! gosh....
angry angry angry angry.... super disappointed.




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