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not gonna think abt those crappy &
upsetting stuff anymore....
went out with my fren d other nite &
made frens with her friends.... ummmM....
felt happy & chilled.... :)

will post something sweet soon....
for now.... guess how much i spent on
my txtbookz...?!!

a whoppin' $200bucks plusminus
for just a few books.... man, books arent
cheap these days.... lol~*



was kinda lookin' forward to buyin' d bks
and gearing up to study again.... B U T . . . .
when i saw those array of books on sale.....
ummmmM.... let's just say....
i questioned if i'm really serious to go all d way....
books so thick.... no color.... all b/w words....
even if there is color, it was mono colors....
and some of the stuff looked so darn familiar....
i knew i made friends with them in poly....
but.... oh well, at least i dun have to start from
scratch.... but it aint gonna be easy man.... to
start studyin and working at the same time
i think it's gonna take a lot of discipline & determination
outta me to really really study them and excel....

gotta study GP, i read thru d book.... it's comprehension
and summary all over again.... gosh, must UP my english....
and i needa study cheena again.... regretted not takin' up
higher chinese when i had d opp. in sec skool....
i thot i cld take 1 subj lesser.... if not, i wldnt have to take
H1 cheena now.... sianz.... ~*
plus maths, chem and physics.... must do it....
no matter how tough, must do it.... must do it well....

durin times like these, you really wish d someone who
means alot to you will be around....
ummmmM.... at least sharon chua's gonna be back....
maybe..... ummmmM..... we shall see....
better to have another to shoulder d dream together
than to shoulder it alone ehH.... think i've been
shouldering too many things on my own for too long....
meanwhile........................................

gonna gear myself up for the adrenalin rush.
i love to conquer what seems impossible....

超越自己. 超越极限.




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