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ummM.... time is passin' like a speedin' bullet....
it's coming to June... almost.
what have you & i done with our lives thus far....?
ummmM.... i think a lot has happened in my life
and with my life.... and i think i've matured a lot....
in my mentality and probably my beliefs....
learned to love or rather, not regret tryin' to love....
learned to be totally financially independent
learned to totally take care of my household
learned to laugh louder and not be stuck in my molehole
learned to be an adult.... a happy & responsible adult
learned it's time i take care of my family & build my
future on my own and not be a pampered grown kid
learned.... i can love and be proud that i've loved.


but i'm still tryin' hard to learn to let go....



i've lots of pics.... but if i wait for my comp to be totally
well... i think d pics will be so outdated....
too lazy to edit.... so here goes....



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sometimes, u wonder if it's a strength or a killer weakness....
sighH.... it's really a achievement when i look at myself.... ;P
while there, i decided to sign up for my windsurfin',
kayakin' course.... anyone interested attend the course
together with yours truly? :)
ohH.... my fren' interested in d scuba divin' course too....
anyone wanna join in....? :)


romantic place to chill
hahahaA.... guess where is dis place....?
blue lights shinin' outta d ground.... sea breeze....
ummmmM..... all d right ingredients for a perfect
chill out night.... kekekeE....



MY MEIMEI JUMPED!
i tell you.... i freaked out when she disappeared from
my window lorh.... it felt so real man!
she really had a freak accident after roamin' d
wilderness for months.... i thot i wld find
her dead on d ground when i looked outta my
window.... u know, u kinda hesitate lookin' out
coz u're afraid ur heart cant take it if u see ur
beloved on d ground, blood oozin' out.... meowin'
at u pathetically with her last breathe... like
callin' out to you to save her.... tat'z heart wrenchin'
but i managed to find my hero hidin under a car after
her stunt, badly shaken and injured.... gosh....
it was really the scare of my life....


I Love Mints!!!!
yupp.... M&M mints! and khong guan's mint biscuits!
hahahaA.... cant bear to open d bag of mint M&Ms....



Reel or Real?

it was rainin' really heavily in d wee hrs and dis cone
was placed strategically on d center lane....
visibility was super low already.... maybe some kind
souls wanna warn drivers of pot holes on d road but
i saw none.... or it's just some joker's prank.
but it's really dangerous though if d driver failed to
spot it and crash into it.... or worst still,
hit another vehicle while tryin' to avoid it.... ummM.


Friend or Foe....?

ummmM.... it's been abt 3wks since d saga started
not as hot now.... but perhaps, i've lost a 'friend'....
feelin' perplexed really.... i'm really starting to enjoy
playin' ping pong though i'm still showin' commitment
but d damage's done.... how do i put it.... ummmM....
bottom line is, i'm not gonna blog anymore of my thots
on dis matter here.... one of u cld have already broken
my trust.... i no longer know who is trust worthy and
who is not.... but at least NEVER EVER do anything to stab
someone in d back or trade ur friend's trust in you
for glory, fame, wealth or whatsoever....
u will lose more than you will never gain.

if there's one thing i hate, i hate backstabberz.
i hate people who trade their frens' trust for
the dark side of things.


started to study.... ummM.... i tried lahH....
but it has been really tough tryin' to get d momentum
going and cultivating it into a lifestyle....
coz u will suddenly feel sleepy or d googlebox seems
to keep airin' really nice shows.... hahahaA....
but i felt motivated & touched by my pal in aussie....
had a chat with her and she encouraged me on and
she's thinkin' of takin' up medicine when she switched
back to sg.... it's wunderful when u've a pal who can
run alongside you and even pursue d same dream
together.... i think i've been searchin for such a feel
for d longest time.... :)
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