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ummmM.... i think i'm pretty stunned dis instant....
my jaw dropped. i think d world is super small....
i just found out A is a common friend of B & me....
just like how u link here & link there in facebook & friendster
oh man! i always thot such things were a fluke! hahaA.
i wonder if they both already knew..... ummmM.....
itz really amazin' considerin' d circumstances....
crap. it spells danger to me though.... :p



ummmM....
a death news in the morning
a new life in the evening
someone leaves, someone arrives.
life's precious. life's fragile.
life's sad. life's happy.
life can be borin'. life can be excitin'.
dun waste our lives.... make it count :)
i will leave a multi-million will when i leave, lol~*
but i also wanna leave a legacy behind.



heard dis tagline on TV.... it's resoundingly me.
活在第一世界, 心在第三世界.

ummmM.... anyone wanna go africa or to the slumps with me?
itz not easy to find someone who will coz we cant even come
to terms with ourselves locally.
did i tell u one of my close pals is malay....? :)



baby Rayden is cute.... but no snapshots of him to show
been collectin' $$ for lots of happy occasions lately....
taught me somethings and i see lessons from these moments.



guess how many days i haven been home....? lol....~*
it's a brand new record.... kekekeE.
but i managed to seriously study for once.... hahaaA.
still tryin' hard to program it into my system to study.
ummmM.... got to know more abt my colleagues these
few nights.... i guess somehow, everyone wants a
listening ear and ppl open up and share their private
thots and feelings when u spend time with them....
i'm a pandora box of secrets of sorts after these few nights....
but their thots are safe with me.... i'm not 瞌睡龙!!!! HA! HA!
ummmM.... one of us left on friday.... i think it's a smart move.
ummmmmmM..... there will be another stunner soon....



been communicating very frequently with my dearest in aussie
she asked me some really interestin' qns.... ummmM....
anyway, when u've such a friend, it's a treasure for life.... touched~*
ummmM.... head's been spinning with almost d same issues
d past week.... i know it weighs heavily on my mind but by my
actions.... i guess my actions had spoken louder than my words
literally. i hope i'm not hurting u dis way. tat's d last thing i wanna do.

everyone's been tellin' me there's nobody you can trust in there....
i guess i've seen it with my own eyes.... i wont agree everything is true
but when u have to conclude if that is true on ppl u assume are more
than just colleagues.... it gets tricky and difficult to analyse correctly.
i guess d only one i really trust now is murphy. probably coz u tend to
stick closer & watch each other's back when u've been thru thick & thin
together since day 1.



trust is a subtle matter that is immiscible in mountebankery. ~me



ummmmM.... friends..... a relative part of my heart.
elmo & ernie are d closest ppl i regarded as frens but....
elmo.... it's hard to trust when elmo is linked to 瞌睡龙
sometimes, u just need a small man like 瞌睡龙 to kill
a friendship. ummmM.... i think d friendship is a goner as long as
瞌睡龙 is around.... anyway, elmo doesnt seem to bother too.

ernie.... ummmM.... i also dunno what's the problem.... hahahaA
maybe my sentiments from my side spilled over to ernie's side
and the trust issue comes into play.
or perhaps, i really think ernie will do fine without a fren in me.
ernie has 101 friends in sesame street rite? ernie will still be as happy.
sooooO....
开心就好.
不想去想我看不到的如果的事.
也许是你让我觉得放弃比努力还来的简单.

it's a crappy feeling when feelings & thots are not made known.
no communication.
relationships die.



goin' surfing tmr! (:




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