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每当想着你，就去看看你
可能这就是我和你这一辈子最近的距离。

my fren wrote dis for 9132623193:
whoever you are, love her with all you are.
keep her tears only for touching moments.
protect her from the things that will hurt her.
tell her the things i can no longer share with her.
as long as she can be happy & blissful with you.
真的舍不得让你走，因为我从没有放弃过你。



我要到村子里教小朋友刷牙，读书写字
我要为没钱看病的人看病，照顾没爸妈的小朋友
我要陪不知道几时会永远睡着的艾滋病小朋友
我要帮阿妈，阿公盖他们的老年屋
简简单单，快快乐乐，现在拥有的都可以不要
我不需要住大洋房，开没屋顶，既小又超贵的车
只想背着背包在第三世界到处跑。
这是我的梦想，这会是我要去实现的生命。


this' my dream, my ultimate goal in life
never thot it's a big dream or a majestic dream
but d common response i've gotten is, ur dream is so 伟大。
is that really so....? i dun agree.
maybe dis' has already been programmed in me b4 i was formed.
"....before you were formed, I knew you...."

it's my life dream, my life goal.... and now that i've waited
for my sis to embark on d next pharse in her life, i can go pursue
dis dream more freely & with less burdens....
i just checked out d UN webby.... gimme the next 8yrs....
i'll be.... 33yrs old +-. i can still save lives for d next 20yrs or >.
as for my parents.... ya, my mum thinks i'm gonna abandon her
hahaahaaA... like i would.
i fall under d most-fillial-child category lorhH.... she thinks i'm
mad to go to third world countries.... too bad, it's just me.
actually i was doubting d past wk abt certain stuff.... coz it isnt
easy to study and to study on a backward trail somemore.
coz most wld study to get a better job but i'm studyin' from scratch
to pursue what seems an extremely uphill mission....
but aft much thinking thru.... faith is not in d absence of fear right....
i've already conquered much nonsense, weathered thru so much....
just.... if only.... 9132633193.... sigh. d only 733241733281 in my life.


anyway, just to update, there's plans to backpack to climb mt kinabalu
& stay with kids w aids & build house in sept.... i can bring u to Laos!
come along if u want to.... it will change a lot of things in ur life :)


felt blessed just last nite.... my lecturer got in touch with me again....
was very happy & surprised to hear from her again....
she was d one who encouraged me to go into biz.... and i never fail
to attend all her lectures & tutorials.... LOL~*
让我从中领悟到：只要你用心对人，不管时间过多久，时势怎么改变
那份真挚的感情是不会永远不见的。总有重逢的时候。 (:


ummmmM.... there r some things i wish to pen my thots on....
but.... some of u are reading so i cant....
let's just say...................... never mind............ =]


love dis song tat i'm airing now.... finally someone posted d full version
enjoy.



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