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my thots for today....


i see d all so familiar starting blocks
i smell d all so familiar heat off the track
i rem d hrs i spent under d hot sun, rain
with injuries, tears, disappointments, victories....
meeting 9132623193 on the track.... ^.^

i miss my track and field days....
those glorious, walk also got wind days.... hahahaA.



the adrenaline rush was back but i guess we all have to move on.
move on from past memories to greater and better things.


seriously, i wld give up anything to run for the national team
but the time has passed.... im fulfilling my medical dream of
helping kids, old ppl who need me than winning d world champ :)



murphy saw me downing panadols today and he said,
'panadols make you run & perform better!" -.-"

i was like, what crap is that....?!! i was hoping i wont collapse
of a closed valve in my heart and lungs screaming for oxygen
after taking the panadols and going for my run.... hahahaaA.


after the run today, i think i shd be medically fit to run still.
maybe it's my want-to-win streak.... there's always d ambulance
on standby right....? they have to activate it someday.... LOL~*




i rem d last sports day in PL, i was pretty sure that i wld win the
overall individual sports champ, i wanted to win it badly too....
i was the fastest sprinter lorhH.... like stickman carried by d wind....~
coz it's my last yr already.... i suffered heat stroke midway thru
d events.... and i took part in the entire sports day with bandages....
coz i had a dislocated shoulder tat popped out just a day b4....
trained too much.... i was more an athletic than a student.... lol~
but nobody cld stop me.... if i wanna achieve what i want to do....


but i cried buckets at the end of it all.... coz i didnt win it....
and wanna know the lamest reason why i didnt get it....?
my classmate and i got the same points.... but she won it coz
whenever there's a tie for a title, the younger of the two grabs the
title.... and that's how easily i lost the title i fought so hard for.

her birthday was in December..... well, that's the rule of sports.





ummmmM..... the biggest lesson i've learned the past week....?
smile and let things go. (",)

you can put in your best effort, but some things are just not
meant to happen the way you want them to.
same goes with human dynamics....
esp those who(m) were thought to be impt to me.

well, they have their human rights.




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