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i hate ulcers.
i hate the premonition of falling sick.
was contemplating cancellin' d dinner tonite coz i was real
tired aft takin panadol.... knocked out rite aft 1730hrs
but i'm really glad i went for it.... thanks for the surprise :)
and the very traditional prezzie you ppl gave.... lol~*
had mini buddha(?) jumped over the wall for lunch too....
had lotz of ice cream, prawns and non veggie stuff....
man, it was a very worthy lunch.... hahahaA
but i cant say much abt all the work & talks tat were given....
i see storms brewing and heading its way forward.... gosh~*
crap. i just crossed the 25th mark! that's like 1/4 of my life lived out.
ya.... my projected lifespan is a century.... hahahaA.
ummmM.... i guess when you r focussed on something u always
thot or assumed was the one & only right thing to do, you neglect
the true riches that have always been next to you....
tatz something i learnt thru these few days....
so blessed by my friends and i realize it's time to raise the bar
got my career goin, fulfillin' my dream by the days, friends, family
too single minded on that one thing for too long....
ummmM... how do i put it.... old & trusty frens r the ones who
stand by me than new frens i've made? perhaps....?
blogs r great stress releasers but wat tips the scale of being real....?
i came to realize blogs r all a facade coz i've never been able
to write out my honest thots.
i like so and so.... but i cant blog abt it.
i wanna talk abt dis and tat.... but i cant blog abt it.
someone once told me he too, cant blog abt how he really feels
abt his r/s with his gf coz she reads his blog.... irony?
oh well, just some queer questions i've been entertaining
the past days.... human dynamics, cause & effects....
esp. aft tonite with some old frens.... i re-discovered
some same old brand new revelations abt d art of living.... lol~*
shall talk them thru gradually.
but i'm thankful. i'm happy. i'm looking forward.
i'm pro active. i'm contented. i'm satisfied.
i'm driven. i'm dreams minded. i'm goal oriented.
i know what i have. i know what i am working towards.
i'm being me.... =)
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