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on one hand, i aint no holding back no longer....
on the other, i'm losing it as well....




i'm seriously anticipating....
somehow i know.... i feel.... it's on the way....
all the waiting and cautiousness and patience....


perhaps, knowing who you really are again helped to mark the
end of something that has never mend....
and leads me to all the things i've missed out becoz of you.
a part of me still aches very much for you but thanks....
thanks for waking up the undecided emo in me....
though it was a hard, long fought journey that left me with so
many wounds to get me to where i am now....

as they say, what doesnt kill me, makes me a stronger man.



kinda disappointed i didnt get my real gold though it's written
'gold' on the papers.... coz there's a difference btwn the 'money
gold' and the 'paper gold'.... to me, that's crappy.

but i'm thankful i even made it to complete the run.... because
when i started out on just a mere 100m on my FIRST lap,
i wanted to walk out already.... hahahaA. it was that bad lahH....

i told myself i wld sleep real early and wake up all prepared
to bring home the gold.... but who knows, someone smsed me.... ^.^
N i only returned to zzz at 330am, woke up at 630am for d test....
i knew very well that IS suicidal when u lack zzzz & u run....
i was so hoping the rain wld go on and at least i didnt have to go
for the test, half hoping i wld be on form to perform....


but it's my bad.... i didnt run my best timing but at least it
wasnt that bad as well.... glad i didnt drop to the ground too.
i didnt have to regret i turned up for that appointment too....
there's always the NEXT yr! kekekeE~!


hai.... just trying to make myself feel better lahH....
coz i know i cld have made it but i didnt.... irritated with myself~
went out to play and threw away all d hard work i've put in....
but i will get over it soooooOn! oh manN.... hangman noose pls.... -.-"

winning d gold is knowing i can do it & break my own limits
but there are some things that winning d gold cant buy.... =)



with my crazy frens at the usual hangout.... =)







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