PERSONAL CHOICES, LIFE DECISIONS
okK... i got a lot to yep about....
okK... i'm really proud of this handsome dude above.... it was aninter-age kinda of scouts who were going to the event in Korea....
coz i saw some really old scouts there.... with grey hair. kekekeE....~
and he was the only boy in the group who donned the green color on
his shoulder so i asked him why.... he said he was the only under-16
who was chosen to go.... i was impressed....~
so he is the youngest in the group.... =)
but too bad, cldnt see him depart coz had to go back to work....
but at least i managed to send him to the airport....
ummM.... i used to laugh at him for joining the scouts.... i thot BB
was a better choice than being a scout.... hahahaA.
and i always encouraged him to join team sports instead.... maybe
coz both his sisters were into sports....
but i guess the lesson i've learnt here is that, sometimes, parents
tend to impose their desires and not-fulfilled dreams on their kids
subconsciously and snuff out their kids' real potential to shine....
kinda glad he didnt just do what we told him but he excelled in
what he really wanted to do.... and doing it well.... =)
those who know my bro, will know it's an achievement since
he's not exactly like other boys.... nothing's impossible manN.
and i think, ppl who end up in some form of team sports or
activities, usually turn out more disciplined and focussed in
doing and pursuing dreams and goals....
of coz you can refute that, it's just my point of belief.... =P
one has represented Sg.... the other's a coach.... and me,
embarking on my dream soon.... i guess my parents may not be
super duper rich or well educated.... but i really think i've
learned alot, from my mum esp, abt slow & steady, wins the race...
they shd be happy and proud of us all.... hahahaA~
yahH.... i got into the course that i applied for.... =)
time to really tie up my thots and set them aside.
in 5yrs' time, i can be a field medical personnel
doing what i really wanna do....
but i may wanna be a full fledged medical personnel....
and that will be in 10yrs' time.... hahahaA.
it's a long journey but i like what my friend said,
为了理想，为了抱负。 lol~
i'm just missing something....~
and that makes it all complete....
can you see that whirl-wind thingy in the distance....? it was gonna rain~
spent some time star gazing and cloud watching....if i can choose which element i can be in the sky, i wld be a star....
why....? ummmmmM....
took a ride from someone aft night work.... and we started
having a little chat and.... we came to this conclusion....
it's really sad if you still do not know what you wanna
do in and with your life when you're already in your 20s....
coz i was really appalled when i heard how dis fren ended a
very short r/s and now, he's into someone else.... guys~!
so we came abt d topic how some frens jump from r/s to r/s
and it may seems like the r/s was the issue.... but i guess
the real issue lies in the individual.... it stems from a deeper
problem.... and he made a statement which i agree....
the more you try to find someone to beat loneliness,
the more you will feel alone even if you have someone ard you.
and we ended,
only with Jesus, will you find the end of the beginning.... ~
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