. . . .
i think i've killed a million cells these past weeks.
up to this very minute, i'm still not 100% confident of any decision
that i would like and have to make by tonight.
i take risks, but seems like i dun have enough courage to put
everything on the table for this one....
will this be really what i want & will go thru for?
0600 hrs more for me to deliberate on. sigh.
my bro's back but my sis is gone.... hahahaA~
gone to help in Myanmar. we r a family of NGOs ehH.... hahaA~
i.... suddenly feel that i've been learning life lessons from my sis
and bro all these while.... dunno how to put it into words....
we gotta plan seriously for the course of our lives....
but sometimes, just let life flows....
and enjoy it.
should i or should i not....?
. . . .