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Part I


Part II


i thot d song was lame so didnt bother to check out the MV....
but i saw the MV last night and now i think, it's very .... ummmM....


oh well, went out with 2 groups of ppl last nite.... and it was funny....
coz it turned out that where im supposed to meet d 2nd group
was just on the next street! went in circles.... miscomm....~

but i guess that's how it is sometimes with our lives too....
you assume you know where you should head to and you spend
your time circling and trying to find it.... and you still continue
to look for it even after exhausting your time & effort & sweat....

just to realize where you really have to be at,
just to realize what you really want,
just to realize who you really want and need,
is just within your reach, next to you.



i circled clark quay a dozen times, trying to meet up with d
maths prof.... turned out both boat & clark quay have TCC.... haA~

but every step i took, all the nooks & corners i turned at....
all the familiar sights were hitting out at me.... the places we hung
out and... it's like those flashback mvs playing in ur mind....

it was really getting to me walking thru all the places
in clark quay.... it was as if your presence was still there....
or perhaps, you were there last night.... ~


felt crappy about it but tried my best to hide it when i was with
my friends.... i guess i did a good job.... hahahaA~
had fun playin dices with wizard and d occasional drinks....
but i do know my limits.... but if tat has happened and i was
meeting you ppl, i think i wld have downed everything.... LOL~


it just isnt easy.
i've never found it easy since day 1.




sometimes, you just gotta watch yourself.
when there's a line drawn to some things, you just gotta respect it.
you do wish you can breach it and cross over but you're not allowed to.
so you simply have to respect it and deal with yourself.

coz i dun like to cross the line when i'm not allowed to.
i dun wanna get hurt for nothing.





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