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random thoughts

i tossed & turned d entire nite with ideas talking to me in my head.
till i grew really tired but it was time to wake up for work....
that's an indication that something's indeed forming within
and i shd work on it and not let procrastination takes it hostage.

i'm really excited over it.... been thinking and dreaming abt it every
minute.... full of ideas and plans.... but needa find the right people to
share with - which i'm dying to tell it all to anyone! lol~!



how serious am i about it?
i found someone who's willing to travel to the unknown with me
and we'll be leaving for the land dis weekend till next.
my boss was kind enuff to let me take last min overseas leave
and allow the one who's going with me to take leave too....
but i think we kinda mess up the working plans for NDP.... opps.
gotta pay back and work on aug 9 lorh....~


oh manN, i can go on and on about this big project and this
expedition i'm gonna make..... really really am very excited.
you just cant see it and you just cant hear it~



but very often, you gather detractors quicker than supporters.
like in the case of many great men who discovered the world.
i need my supporters and hopefully, co-workers.




after i parked my car dis morning, i saw a trail of ants....
and i killed the first queen ant.... i saw another. i stepped on it too.
then after pondering for a few secs,
i shifted my car and parked it on the next lot....
i thot, perhaps, the ants may tail my scent and invade my car
with their whole army to avenge their dead mother ants.... -.-"




you know what i really wanna do now....?
i wanna share and talk abt all my plans and ideas.... draw out
pictures and lines and goals and targets and work all these
out with someone.... someone who will wanna be in this together.
but so far.... everyone's just satisfied at where they are....
none's willing to take any risks or take up any challenge. sigh.





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