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"can you dun be so strong for once?"
i hear myself telling myself that so often these days.



i think i just wanna relax and chill like everyone else....
but the me in me is constantly forging ahead relentlessly.
for what? i do know my book of whys but still....

heard of 'you're the loneliest at the mountain top?'
everyone's comfortable at camping at the base of the camp
and you put on whatever gear you have got and just make a
trail outta the dust in front of you.... trying to make a way.
it spells weariness, tiredness, loneliness and you just wanna
shout out out of yourself, living the who you know you can be....



but your stubbornness and sheer determination wont listen~
even mountain climbers have their sherpas on their journeys....




4am has been my earliest bedtime since i returned from my trip....
dis kind of lifestyle isnt good.... it makes u fall sick easily.
feverish~



我很想.... 找个句号。





"can you dun be so cool for once?"
i hear myself telling myself that so often these days.


feeling a sense of emptiness and loss over someone....
dunno why exactly..... i shdnt be feeling anything really.
so wish my mouth can find its guts to spill them out....
but i'm just watching things happen....
i wanna say.... say, i really.... ....
if only you know my moss code too.... sigh~



我很想告诉你.... 我.... ....
心里有很多话想对你说， 停顿了很久，
却只能按出这三个字： 谢谢你.



sorry, i'm autistic.
A trained specialist at blocking out emotions.
flops~























也许....
我真的舍不得你....


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