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it's saturday. finally, i can sleep in and not do anything.
been sleeping super late d past wk coz....
i was engaged in a fierce battle and it just rolled over with the days.
thot of takin mc to just zzzZ.... but i still prefer to leave them untouched.
i was dead tired on fri & murphy covered me in d morning.... lol~


actually it's quite therapeutic to run in the rain.... lol~
coz it's been raining in the evenings most of this wk - of all times....
decided to just keep training.... it was refreshing when the rain hit.
it was also the easy way to catch a cold and fall sick.... hahahaA.

but i still havent got the fever.... not even the slightest cold.... -_-"




looking back and summing up the past 2yrs....
i think i've grown a lot since the day i signed on the dotted line.
from the training days all the way to where i am now....
though a lot have happened, mentally, emotionally, physically,
and somethings have suffered and have been sacrificed to
walk me to where i am now....
i've gained more knowledge, experience, discipline, crappyness, skills....
it's an ok place to stay in but as what murphy says:
it's either you keep paying to use the bridge or build your own bridge~

never thot murphy & i will end up as close frens. he wasnt in my squad.
even when we started out, i never anticipated our journey together.
but i guess he watches my back and i watch his on a daily basis.
i said i'm free to go anytime for greener pastures.... he said to wait for
him to finish his bond and bid adieus together from there.... well....
i have my goal 2014 to meet.... but i guess i still wanna be part
of the peacekeeping force before i take my leave....


we've been talking and there r somethings i needa consider....
not that i'm afraid to go ahead but is it the wisest course of action?
i know someone's panicking and it's probably the best time to strike....
we've been looking forward to such a day for the longest time....
but.... i dunno. i dun really feel good abt taking that step out.

it's like:
i watch and study politics. but i dun wanna get into the race at all.
for a friend, will you?




only when you let go of the past, will you then move on into the future.

as i've always said, cgm always brings out the confrontation btwn
my mind and my heart. one is here and one is there.... always fighting~

but i think something did change from last nite. i hope so.





it's photo time.... =)


yay.... my Meimei is a sports fan.... lol~
she was really amused by the sound & movement of d ping pong ball.
i think she's short sighted. hahahaA.




this was how they both were a few mths back when my mum brought
them home.... d black one was deemed a cripple due to his duck legs....



they were given to my grandma & look how big and FAT they are now.
the black one can walk normally now. i took an instant liking to the
orangy one.... hez super clingy to humanz.... not like my proud Meimei~




this is thy friendly neighbourhood bird which wakes me up every
morning to fall in for roll call.... there's another yellow one =)





ehH.... i took these when i was on ECP.... alone.... lol~
i always enjoy chasing down the long ECP aft sending my cgl home
on friday nites. from d west coast all d way to the end of d east coast.
wind down the windows, blast the music, enjoy the night lights &
the cool wind.... sometimes, i cruise.... sometimes i.... F1.... =P



as usual. Tabby Chua sleeps like a human with his favourite pillow....




super nice rite? was playing ard with the spraypaint in d office....
amk calls me Lao Wang.... coz i always compliment my own art....
it's called taking pride in my end products.... HA HA HA HAA~

actually i did quite a lot of graphic works which im very proud of
in the office.... but i cant post them for public viewing.... =(




guess if this was alive or dead?
of coz it was dead.... as if i wld hold a moth while it's alive....~




it was retailing at SGD449.00.
if i buy this for you, you are either someone i love THE most or
you dun have many days left on planet earth....

i think i have 4 of these Me-to-You bears.... d one in my car is
mid size. i have another smaller one.... to a bigger one.... tatz alot.

you know why the bear is grey?





WALL.E!!!!




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