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can you understand what i'm feeling from the above?



where has my sense of urgency gone to?
i realized i've misplaced it.... somewhere.
i need to get it back.
time waits for no man.



my mind hasnt rested for a long time. esp these 2 wks.
all i can say is, i need to get my act together. pull myself together.
this is like quicksand. i need to get out b4 i get swallowed up in it.
find me back paperlizard.



if everything was worth holding on,
if everything was worth believing,
it wouldnt have reached this ground.
i'm recognizing and arriving at the state of cognizance.
and that's the biggest challenge i've to deal with.



it's one of the few times u will find me below sub zero level.
the easiest time to make mistakes and man, i've made some of
the silliest & stupidest & most dangerous mistakes during dis time.

if u wanna make me trip and fall at work, this is ur best opportunity.
i seriously cant be bothered. whoever u may be. whatever u may do.
period.



i just aint functioning.
i just aint performing.
i just aint living.



i'm .... just being human.
gimme time to deal with 44....


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