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SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED.


so dead tired. it's 0130am and i just got back from work.
wunderful~


really looking forward to the weekend.... to recover back.
hopefully i wont have to return back to finish ppl's work.... -_-"




one wunderful fellow threw leave today when he's supposed to present
and i was thrown into the deep end 15mins b4 it started to salvage
some nonsense that i didnt do at all.
gotta catch all the arrows for the ppl who didnt bother to put
in any effort to do a good job. crap~
oh well, we're a team. just too bad that i stood in front.

just laughed it off and niam to my crappy frens.... hahahaA.
but the one who threw the leave was the ultimate lahH.... -_-"




finally went into my big boss' office to give voice to my thots.
it wasnt that hard. it wasnt that easy either.
it was a 50-50 risk i took out with someone.
we aired our views out together and i guess i left the room
with a statement, tat got stuck in me, from my big boss....

start everything on a new page.
i will T R Y .
but trust takes time to build back again....~

when things happen, i will forgive and move on from the episodes.
but when you trade my trust, d relationship' a goner....~




kinda feeling saD.... or rather a sense of lost bahH....
prob no longer gonna work closely with someone i've grown
very close to since the day we started....
or have the space & time to crap and laugh the work day away....
sigh. hard to express out what im feeling now....~




i was talking to you today....
and i just felt....

感觉似乎你和我已经变成了两个熟悉的陌生人。




ummmM.... should i or should i not....?
is it too early, too soon?




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