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i've got a question.
if someone starts to dispense formality with you
it means the person is drawing the line indirectly riteE?
why do ppl act formal with you?
coz they dun wanna get too close riteE?

ummmM.... feels like it is. then so be it lorhH. it's beyond my control~



i'm glad i didnt listen to u and put in a msg box here ages ago.
d few of u will surely divulge my stuff subconsciously thru ur comments~
and 这位太太, the tune i recorded yest is not abt you pleaseE.... -.-"
ehH, beauty is v subjective.... so u think i'll ever sing abt U? HA HA HA!
yahH, did it on d first take. no such time to do it up nicely lorhH.

but u're right though. it's not something tat's tat saD dis time.
i'm growing up. i know how to manage my expectations & happyness.
i just wanted to say those words out loud. BUT not to you.... HaaaAAAA.

when u r young, u will insist willfully on something that you want.
but as u grow up, u learn to learn to appreciate something beautiful
and stop short of wanting to make it your own - when it is impossible =|



AP cant go coz no more leave.
Juli, Mat, Kin wont go coz it's not shopping and it's all d way up north....
isnt my company good enuff~! -.-"
dr. jekyll wanna ask DAL to go but then.... i'm hopeless~

honestly, i dun wanna go for this trip alone....
can't reveal what i'm going there for but it's definitely harder for me to
go now as compared to d v 1st time i went there to volunteer alone. sigh~

i'm beginnin' to appreciate tat every dream has its price to pay.
maybe that's why i've been pushing myself harder than usual.
i've been blocking out my own cries of procrastination. crap~


tough. really tough.
i learn to face my fears.
可不可以不勇敢呢?

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