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what i read from Yahoo today....
some scientists found that napping boosts sophisticated memory.
avoid super-late nights followed by sleep-in weekends.

that's what i always do. i accumulate my lack of sleep for d wkend. lol~
so perhaps, bosses shd have those sleeping rooms for their workers
to take a nap once a day during working hours. why cant we? hahahaA.


but it's true. lack of sleep = higher accident prone
it was tough driving to work when i didnt sleep a wink last nite.
thot i wld have some nap time during lunch but had to be outside.
so glad i pulled thru the day.... but i wasnt in a very gd mood~

work's been busy. very busy i think.
scratched some car which i shdnt scratched. have to ans for it.
i was 冲动.... something was bothering me and hogging my mind
so i allowed d crapped mistake to take place b4 my eyes.... lamE.
no time to settle my own car's accident damage yet. sianz.
lost tat stupid hp for no obvious reason. have to ans for that too.
rushing some vids stuff for friends' weddings & volunteer work.
crappy ppl taking their own sweet time to finish my stuff in UTH
after paying them all. it slipped my mind again to hold back.

dun feel over d moon with all my stupidity on its rampant run of display.
feels like i'm inside a pressurized bullet train....~
dun even have the time to go for training these days.... sigh~*


i'm very touched actually.
my thai friend has been running abt to help me get things done there.
sometimes, we have very long discussions on msn. coz i'm like
trying to get my ideas across to her and she's trying to understand
what i'm trying to say to her in english. hahaA.
i guess, when u treat someone genuinely, it's usually d same back.



my boss says : 祸不单行 - well, maybe it's true.
but it's just crappy. juggling so many other stuff that i just feel
soooooO crabby. not about anyone else but towards myself. =|
i niam alot abt them here but i'm glad i can talk abt all these
frustrations and mostly 想不通 stuff with my dearest pal too.

i dun need a lot lah.... just one who can keep me sane & grounded
and see me lay bear my heart and weaknesses when i need to, will do.

btw, she's coming back for good in Jan. so we ppl can meet up.
thankfully, hp rates to aussie is way cheaper than to thailand. lol.
i've been spending so much on these 2 IDDs.... -____-"



i made a classic statement to my confidant today....
"somethings cannot have, just treasure them from whatever
distance you are allowed to...."

this is one topic i wld always update her on. and we wld talk.
most time, what you feel from d heart is true and real.
but when u analyze & assess the situation, the conditions, the
person and everything else that surrounds the subject of interest,
you realize....
so close, yet so far~

不可能拥有，但却还是会尽全力去守护，去珍惜某人。
不可能说出去的话，虽然有时会让某人忍得很辛苦，
但却还是会用不让某人察觉到的方式去告诉某人。


we've been talking abt certain issues lately and it's tough.
i never like the word - impossible.
that word's probably invented by freeloaders. haA.
tat'z y i security coded my phone.... u'll be amazed to see my inbox.


突然好想你。
不是我们好久不见。
而是看见了你 却视而不见。
好想听你说说话。
听我突然好想你。


如果可以。我可以。

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