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03:09 am
just got home. chilling over a glass of ice water. under the air con.


haven blogged for a long time. so let's be long winded all over again.



i tried to study today. i did. at least a little.
atoms. molecules. compounds .ions. yellow-green gas. watever else.
i'm a smart kid. really. i studied for my Os only two wks b4 it started.
coz i realized it was coming and i was still proud of all my F9s. LOL.
was in my own fairy tale world til d bubble burst.... tat hurt big time....
channeled all tat i had into scorings As and Bs. quite a feat in 2 wks.

did i mention b4 that i ran for sports day once with a bandaged arm?
i dislocated my shoulder b4 tat day and i went to guardian and
bought bandages to fix up my shoulder.
my plot was discovered when i almost flipped for heat stroke....
but i still ran. ha ha ha ha haA.


i realized i can never sit still. i always do d stupidest things.
my brain's always racking for the next thing to attempt.
but stupid or not, i grew in ways others wld never experience.
i aint got regrets. none at all.


i conquered abt 170 units a few hrs ago.
it was freaky really. but i walked 170 units from 1am - 3am. alone.
let's see.... i wld prob have to walk another 900 units by sun.
let's just say, most ppl wldnt do wat i'm doing now.
i'm planning for 2yrs down d road, d next 5 yrs duration period.
so i needa start planting d seeds and gathering d food into d barns.
whatever it takes. just try.


taking some risks on the 1st and 2nd april.
calculated? i wld think so. timing's perfect too. it shd be a gd sign.
still pondering over a few other options.
dun wanna make a wrong move. it's like playing chess.
one wrong move and it wld be checkmate.
where do analytical thinking and risk taking meet?


i'm on break these few days.
not that i want to but i had to.
had to clear leave.... -___-"
i usually fly overseas when i take long leave.... it's a waste of leave man.
oh well. but it's good in a way. i get to clear my own backlog of stuff.
break from work. but i aint slacking.
i read this d other day:
"good fortune comes when opportunities meet with hard work."

im working hard and anticipating opportunities.
lay the ground works. create a channel of constant flow.
then i will have d space and ability to focus on my studies without
any stuff that will weigh me down from giving my best.
planning. reviewing. executing. reviewing. planning. executing.

actually im reviewing and refreshing my plans as i blog now. hahahaA.


alritghty. i will be back again.

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