. . . .

ALRIGHT.
enuff of squeeze cow horn corner.

you tell the same old story.
everyone gives the same old opinions.
nothing's changed.

it's 0500 hrs. an hr aft returning from work.
told my boss i will volunteer for whatever work i can do.
work myself dead tired. sleep and i'll be back at it again.
coz after a week long of in house angels and demons,
it's time to stop all stupidity.
i dont like to hold my own pity parties.

as much as i wish things are proven and true
let's not waste my cells further and worsen my neurotic condition.
it is already in a dying state in itself.

i once said,
吸血僵尸不会把他深爱的人，变成和他一样。


因为你没说，因为你不说，
我也没有任何理由去相信。
我也没有任何理由去坚持。



4114 and 4184
two beautiful stories tat left their legacy behind in my decade.
nothing short of spectacular.
nothing less than 刻苦铭心。


they asked:
so what do you intend to do?
so what do you wanna do?

they said:
why dont you ask?
why dont you confirm it?

i say:
i just wanna know d true feelings.
and quit being d way you should not be towards me.
you cant be real.


so much to say. so much to give. so much to want.
yet all will cease to matter with time.
closing the doors of a badly damaged epicenter.
it has resolved its parliament.
no more debates. no more questionings. no more moves.
twice is enough.



what will my mum do if i hang out in africa for two weeks....?
or chilling out in guatemala for a couple of months....?
but then again, i will prob hide d truth from her til i'm back. HA.


since realizing my ship has docked at berth, d tugboat must drift off....
yupp.
i've written in to travel n work in medical fields in forgotten lands.




oh well.
就放手，放肆去闯。




leave everything behind.
just fly. solo.

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