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crap.
it's 0230hrs and i'm still wide awake.
clock's been twisted again d past days.... hai.
but thankfully, it's fridae today!!
gonna be so dead at work laterz ~
i used to wear my watch on my right when i was a kid.
till dis crappy pri school teacher told my class tat people who wear
their watches on the right are stupid and not normal people....
so i switched it around to the left and believed in it for a long time n
blended in with everyone else. but it hindered my writing and work.
i always had to take it off whenever i'm doing stuff.... even til now.
i checked out d history of lefties and i realized....
lefties are wired d opposite of d general in every aspect.
it's a unique bunch of intelligent and smart individuals. 哈 哈。
my house alone has 4 outta 5 natural lefties.
obama's a left hander. (there r a whoppin' 8 lefty US presidents!)
lee hsien loong's a left hander.
guess there's a lesson learnt within.
why conform to d norm when you are not?
that's something i don't do most of the time - conformity.
i finished reading The French Connection.
a pretty cool book.
long winded at times but it keeps d suspense in you to read further.
a good read.
think it's time to reset to zero.
after some time, (sometimes, it means donkey years)
u realize there r some things u dun need to waste more time on.
u realize there r some people u dun need to waste more time on.
but it takes time.
to reach that point in time.
everything neutralizes with time.
i'm getting better at that.
i studied d traffic lights time and again aft tat freak incident.
i wasnt in d wrong. tat bugger obviously tried to beat d lights.
freak. how close was tat to be.
i was just thinking in d event of such a situation,
i wld wanna be tat i die instantly.
coz i wldnt wanna become paralsyed, brain dead or even a veg.
ur career's gone. ur life's half hanging. u cant do anything....
tat wld be too much pain and too costly for my loved ones.
i wanna get FAT.
how can i do that?!
i can see many eyeballs popping out now.... hahahahahaA.
maybe we should invent something called d FATS TRANSPLANTER.
and all you who cant live with ur fats can transplant them all to me.
ha. ha. ha. ha.
this is so funny.
we were talking abt phones and suddenly xxx said,
now everyone's using this thingy. called d .... blueberry rite?
u know how hard it is to wanna laugh but u scare u will hurt ur
brother's feelings.... so u try so hard to control in frontta him....
but he realized d big joke he made and we laughed out loud.
blueberry.... hahahahhahahahhahaaA.
crap. it's 0330hrs.
i'm getting more and more awake.
oh manN.
skool's starting soon. cant be rich for long. skool bills r HORRENDOUS!
i soO wanna go back to UTH or help out in a medical post in nepal....
but then looking at d bigger pic.... i can use tat $$ to bring my bro,
my cousins for a short trip to BKK together. tat wld be really nice.
i'm still saving up to surprise my parents and grandma to taiwan/hk.
guess gotta put my own travel dreams aside for dis period.
yeay. im good at surprises.
wait for your turn (:
aft missing 2 episodes of fighting spiders,
i finally managed to catch d final episode. it's a really quality drama.
charlie was so crappily funny.
but d 2 episodes i missed were good stuff.... oh manN.
soon lee was in a dilemma over 2 gals.
one was d gal he liked and d other was his pal's love.
he shared it with his bro, Tony.
Tony said this:
you can like many. but you can only choose to love one.
sometimes, we meet d right person at the wrong time.
sometimes, we meet d wrong person at the right time.
sometimes, we meet d wrong person and chase blindly.
sometimes, we meet d right person but we dare not love.
my lover always tells me how easy it wld be to be a player.
someone who loves and be loved and can walk away as and when.
of coz i've seen people like that. we all have friends like that.
but we will never be someone like that.
coz it aint in our character.
we love. we stay. till the end.
i think i shd start counting sheep instead.
2 hrs before i needa wake up. so dead.... ~
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