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sometimes, u cant be too nice. they will misinterpret u.
i was beginning to care for her a little more and decided to be nicer
to her just a little more.... maybe she thot she cld get closer to me.
i thot i shd show a little more love but i guess wrong move made.
it was my fault.
but i sooooO wanna wack her after what she did to my beloved.


the fat dog bit my gangster dog.


though it was no fault of hers. d fat dog was challenged....
my crappy dog had nothing better to do but to pick a fight bcoz
d fat dog was walking next to me and didnt wanna go away.
so now she is suffering d consequences of her stupid antics.


lesson learnt:
if u do something, dun give others d wrong ideas....
if u dun mean it, dun do it.
then nobody gets hurt.




The Day I Rode The Wakes!

it was my beloved's birthday and she wanted to go ride d wakes.
happened to be my off day too so we headed out to d sea!

i had so much fun out there with my wonderful friends.
one of the many happy days we have been spending together (:
i decided that buying a small boat will now be in my goal list.

shall share some pics here and upload d rest laterz.
i am a fast learner manN. got up & surfing after my 1st dunk. YEA!
but my arms, neck and butt muscles r still aching big time.



of all colours, we both wore red that day.
we r indeed meant for each other. ha. ha. ha. ha.... NEVER ~


soaking in the super salty sea water.
i actually enjoyed floating in there with d board and jacket.
coz i will never sink! HA. HA.


my eyes were opened. just too small to be seen.
someone noticed.... ~


learning to let go is an art that is a choice. as well as a skill.
sometimes, u just needa clear d space to allow new memories in.
the happy ones. the unexpected ones. the future ones.

some people will never meant to be. as much as u wish they were.
no matter how hard u try. no matter how long u wait.
but some people will slowly creep into d space u never wanna clean.
i'm gradually understanding. i'm gradually accepting.



celebrating her birthday at sunset after we exhausted our energy.
and that's an awfully choco-banana cake tat i zoomed to get!
her favourite.... but d crappy waitress ruined it all. so totally.

i brought d cake and asked her to put into d fridge and bring it
out when our drinks came.... in other words, it's a SURPRISE.

but guess wat she did?
she walked over to our table a few secs later and ASKED what
cake i had brought as they needed to know where to store it....
i was like.... honestly, i almost blew up at her. so brainless.... ~


YEAY.
i should give myself a chance.
a chance at .... ....
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