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I'M BACK!!


too many things to talk about.
wait til d photos and videos are uploaded!
tons of stories to be told through them (:

ohH. i almost had a concussion!! d back of my head is bruised.
tell u why soon.... ~




did very simple things with d kids and for them.... saw their smiles.
spent time hanging with simple and happy people....
retreated into the simplicity and beauty of nature, lost in time....

hate to return to dis life of everyone-is-chasing-after-things-in-
life-just-because-everyone-is-chasing-for-dunno-what-reasons.

but i have to - not to survive or fight for more for myself
but to become bigger so i can give them more.


too many people want too much for themselves.
that's why d equation is never balanced. peace is never enjoyed.
kings want more power. leaders want more authority.

we werent born that way but we are taught that way.
upgrade. upgrade. upgrade for what?
we upgrade our materials but our hearts are not upgraded.
chase after d papers but we end up with selfish desires that look
to satisfy our own wants n creating more evident gaps in between.

d bottom follows d top to always fight and strife for more.
and it's a vicious cycle that never ends.




Forbes' top 50 richest.
if each of them gives just 1 million away (they'r worth billions)
they will all be only 50 million lesser - not poorer.
but millions will be living a lot better than those 50 souls.
sadly, when u have a car, u want a limo.
when u have a house, u want a plot of land.
when u have a LV, u want a cockroach (coach).
when u have an audi, u want a helicopter.

while some people just want to have more clothes against d cold.
they just want to have clean drinking water.
they just want to have basic medical care for their kids.
they just want to eat a little more, a little better.
they just want to have better education to leave their 'fate'.




just rumbling about d rich but miser humans.
when i was collecting d funds for d project, those with not a lot
gave so much more willingly and in greater amounts than those
who are rich and hoard lots of wealth under their names.
those buggers.... most of them DIDNT give at all. they ran for their
lives d moment they heard d word 'donation'. what crap.
may their barn houses have lotsa holes! HA! HA! HA! HA!

i'm not there yet. but i'm working hard towards it.
i know i will be on top!!!!




Fallin' For You
ummmM. it's not just a song.. it's.... it's.... oh mannnnN ~
dun be impulsive.... control. patience.

I dont know but I think I maybe
Fallin for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But Im tired of holding this inside my head

Ive been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
Ive been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you


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