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finally, things have been unclogged.
committed crappy n idiotic blunders which i usually dun at work
coz i cldnt focus and concentrate at all....
sometimes, one mistake can kill you forever.... ~
it's dangerous for me to work n resolve stuff at d same time.
as time has proven, i messed up most of the time.
it kinda drained me so much tat it was as if i was trying to catch
up with time ever since i went back to work. one thing aft another.
finally mustered enough guts to face up and i'm sure glad i did.
smiling from ear to ear..................... (:
or maybe i'm craving for a change in environment.
told slacker to keep a lookout for me these days.... coz i also
dunno what i'm capable of doing these days.... it's becoming
a dread other than looking forward to seeing my crappy friends.
maybe i shd retreat to d sidelines once again ~
but i'm grateful and appreciative to d few friends who will cover
for me when i'm feeling crappy n doing stupid things.
i feel d brotherhood with a certain few....
at least they wont push u to die just to save themselves.
i need my space. to flap my wings.
another five hundred and twenty days of nonsense
(excluding the possibilities of saturdays and sundays.... crap.)
may they pass in the twinkling of the eye.
no more bulbasaur! no more adam's family!
Amen =Þ
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