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before i go for my first run of the year.... or rather, first run
in many many months.... HA. HA. getting too fat and too lazy....
i actually CAN get fat.... that's such an astonishing revelation
to myself! HA. HA. HA. HA.
needa start getting back my form coz.... IPPT IS COMING!!

and i needa air my head and heart from stress and crap.




alright,
time to trash out all the things i've been storing inside....




FATIMAH HOTSPOTS!
happened to be paying tribute to LTA, URA, HDB and what not
very frequently the past months.... 30bucks here, 6bucks there....
i paid abt 4-5times.... easily paid up 200bucks. so crap.... ~


i'm sure there are dozens of whites hanging around but these r
my collections.... even if it's only 50cents, better tear tat coupon.

1. open air carpark at my house!! they come morning.... they come
afternoon in the hot sun.... they come in d wee hours.... manN.

2. maxwell market and that entire hot zone.

3. wheelock open air cp. not only birds destroy our cars there....

4. tampines st 81/82.... first u conquer d super amazing spiral
carpark driveway.... next, u overcome the whites.

5. and lots more.... but of coz there r also safe zones. like the one
in .... .... cant list here. elsed whites will start to follow d star. HAA.





trying to cramp so many modules in each semester is mad rush.
i've practically been learning my stuff while doing my assignmts....
other than missing lessons, i realized d stuff which i'm studying are v
heavy stuff.... plus work and all.... u can only feel TIRED & DRAINED.

THIS KINDA LIFE MAKES ME GROW UP even faster..... ~
but i got no choice. it's a choice i made that has to follow thru.


it's tough but i cant wait to finish it. my exams have been crap.
not easy at all man.... gotta pull up my socks even higher.

i'm warming up to anatomy but it will prob just be an acquaintance.
Acquisition of skills is fun & maybe that interest will develop....
but i'm falling in love with physiology!!
it's not an easy field coz it's very varied and in-depth in every way..
but it's intriguing and intellectual at the same time.... very cool stuff.




cool riteE....?!! drew that with only my mousy.
i know i'm good. very good. hahahahaaA. my middle name is 老王.
anywayz.... it's been tried and tested. and proven.
every time i drive back from cck to psr.... the Zmonster will
board the car and share d ride halfway through....

if i ever die on the roads.... i know where it will be.
---- on the pie towards changi airport.




it's a highly complex and intellectual school.
the tricks & lessons are relatively simple and easy, yet many
fail and dozen get injured and lose their faith in it ever after.
of coz, there are others who are professional players.

10yrs ago, i was probably playing ard at d kindergarden(?) levels.
i'm probably in the elementary classes now yet there are so many
things that one cant see with d naked eye or react with the head.


it's not a school that sieves out d best brains or d sport star....
it's a school where d heart is needed more than d head.
it's a school where d heart is tested more than d head.
it's a school where.... once u enter, u may not be able to find ur
way out or perhaps, d exit is right b4 u but u refuse to walk it thru.


it gets confusing. it gets complicated. it gets demanding.
it gets frustrating. it gets annoying. but it also gets heartwarming.


who's right? who's wrong?
when u cant find d words to fill a sentence, what do u say?
crap? whatever? fine? suits you? #?*%^$&#@!~!! ?

all these will only divide and not bridge..


it takes more than just words to stay on course.
some drop out. some switch course. some watch from d sidelines.
it bruises ur ego. it's no longer trying to win.
more often than not, u think of ways to lose or forfeit d game.
and even when u r shown d red card, u lose ur cool and burn up.
but it brings you down to give in more than u think u cant give.
yet it doesnt carry with it any tinge of bitterness nor drag.
you wonder why with a smile. coz u amazes even yourself.


some individuals, u know from first conversations that u'll wanna
be their friend for life....
while some others, things fall apart after some years together.
but every connection works two ways.

u wanna be their friend for life but do they?
individuals do get tired of each other after some time.
individuals change their minds if something else attracts.
some things fall apart but they heal back together with time.
but some things are better off apart than holding them together.


when u find d course u like and give your all in it, it doesnt matter
if u r holding on to the shorter end of the stick....
coz that's why u fall in love with the course in d first place.



nothing difficult. nothing too deep.
just 44.

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