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it's coming to d end of march. already.
a quarter of the year has almost gone.
FAST.

and what happyness and satisfaction have you accomplished?
and what have you fail to hold on to?


i think.... im choosing to stay in happyness and treasure
who i have and what i have got now, more than anything esle (:




anyway. ho chi minh is sooooO boring for me.
it's neither d shopping craze of bkk nor
d tranquility and serenity of remote areas..
felt it was neither here nor there..
other than being in d cu chi tunnel, nothing else
excited me there.... d tons of motorbikes and
violent traffic doesnt get you outta our city life too.


oh. unless you're into visiting monuments and buildings....
other places may be worth ur time & money better.
but of coz it's good for a short stop over and i think there r
still many undiscovered money making opportunities..

they were 'liberated' merely 20years ago.... which means it's still in
its developmental stages and d amazing thing is, there's not a single
macdonalds' there! only saw pizza hut and kfc.

no wonder our ah gong kept encouraging us to venture to
these developing countries to check things out....
with d right skills and cash, u can definitely own ur piece of sky.


but still, it was a happy trip (:




dis semester is super stressed. 4 projects with 3 presentations.
i was yaya enuff to add an extra module and i think....
they are all killing me pretty soon with all d nearing datelines!!

but i'm gonna grab those distinctions again dis sem! I MUST.
i figure i needa get at least 1-2 ADs in each semester to have a tiny
weeny chance of doing medical aft i finish dis.. shd i still wanna do tat.
got one and two very close ones last sem.... which means i cant let
my guard down and fool ard... still gotta put in as much and more work.


it doesnt help when u r in a group where d gals r breathing down
ur neck with information overload and being so gan cheong spider.
was so !^@#?? !!!! when i was made out to be d slacker, doing nothing.
that got me REAL mad.
u can question me abt everything else except that im a slack with
no standard for my work.... i tell you.... tat's a personal attack especially
when i know d kind of standard i set for my own work..
and i dun take that lying down. i will fight u to the end. HA. HA. HA.

sometimes, some gals ah....
tat's why i prefer to work with guys most of d time.
straight to the point. get the job done. no crap. no cat fights.
but only real guys. not wishy washy, gu-niang guys. HA. HA.




work hasnt been tat attractive either.
change. change. change. why hasnt my change come?
why hasnt my north wind come yet?

many plans.
just gotta one step at a time.
although i wish i can speed things up much more.


but i always believe,
as long as we have dreams.
as long as we have goals.
as long as we keep working toward them.
as long as we don't give up.

you will realize the goals with your own hands
and you will live in and through the dreams.

but never lose the people who matter most to you
in order to reach the destination.. you will end up a broken man.



still, nothing beats happyness :)

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