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超人不会飞飛

listen to the lyrics of this song if u haven heard them yet

it's not just another crap song..

that is one thing i haven had the luxury of time to do for a long long time

both have been collecting dust in their individual corners

shall find a day where i do nothing but play with the strings all day long

i used to do that but not any longer.... ~

when i look at it every day after work, i just wanna pick it up and play

but tiredness and the list of things i haven done always take over

and i just wanna stone and do nothing.. and disturb ah mao

the soup i have painstakingly brewed never seem to finish cooking..

after the supervisory chef looked at it, changes will be made to his likings

then it will go up to the head chef. more changes will be made

then it will go up to the master chef. and a few other only-know-how-to-talk

chefs will add their demands to the broth and expect u to do as they want it

what-the-CRAP

so easy. then do-it-yourself.

while u're still trying to accommodate their fantasies, you are tasked to

grill chicken over charcoal, do a pan fried salmon, toss a salsa garden salad..

what-the-CRAP

talk is easy. imagination is free.

but i only have two hands.

when trash like these happen, i so totally wish i'm one of the few ping-pong

fellows who dont have to deliver so many wish-lists

finally finished all my projects and assignments

no more journals and articles and whatever else for a few wks!!

i cant allow my exams to fail me

i cant allow myself to fail me at the very last lap

but im physically not operational now.. think i catch viruses very easily these days.

maybe there's too many things going on..

maybe i need to learn to relax and laugh

maybe there's too many things i wanna achieve and i'm losing my patience

maybe i'm lacking the stamina to sustain and endure the run i started

it's tough forsaking the things u like to do and had always enjoyed

and do the things u have to do for the future you wanna have..

虽然有些累，但我还是会.... 一直向前飞

累 .

只能说当超人真的好难

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