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this sem has finally almost reached its end..

what a challenging period it has been.

finally have some time to really sit down and do absolutely nothing..
even if it's only for half a day w/o having to rush for d next dateline..
my final project was over last night.. shd do pretty well..
time for some rest b4 i charge towards d finishing line in 1 wk's time.

what r my goals this time ard?

too many unexpected things happened that distracted me dis sem..
drained me mentally and psychologically..

wanted to let things drift at times
but thankfully i still made it within the D range

so still got chance to finish well..

let's go for 2 HDs and 1 D this sem..

should be achievable.
..if i dun lose focus and steam during this last lap..

and seriously, i dun give a heck abt my work now.
got work, just work. you want it, i give you it.
but it doesnt mean i slack off at work. it's still 100% effort.

it's all about the money.
who wouldnt want an average of **mths of bonuses a year?
it's a lucrative deal even if everything else abt it r crap.
for the sake of my degree n phD, i will dig deep til it's time.

i have to say this..
i love mooncakes!!
they should sell them ALL YEAR ROUND!!

i really liked what SM Goh talked abt last sat..
but i shall not talk politics here. nothing's safe.

it's my last days with 9468.
really cant bear to part with it. has been my companion, saw me thru
the major periods of my life d past few years.. but i have to let it go.. HAI.
those nights waiting for a lost love, those vent rides into d night, the things
that i did that only 9468 knew.. he has served me well.. and kept me safe
all these years.. but some things gotta go when choices r to be chosen.

been living with this phase d past wks..

大丈夫要能屈能伸

what i forgo now, i will get it back 10x better the next time.
i'm learning to apply what i've learned and have always known..
but have always procrastinate to put into practice.

# delayed gratification.
# gotta look long term into the future and not be short sighted.
# invest today's instead of spending tomorrow's.


focus on reaching my life goal first instead of being busy chasing
aft the accessories in life that only decorate but weigh one down.

when a man cheats on his wife, he gets d blunt of d wrath.
but do we look at d underlaying problems beneath?
we don't coz it's always d man's fault.

but yet he loves his wife and he returns home at d end of d day.
why would a man cheats, hurts his wife and put his r/s at risk
if he knows the consequences outweigh the odds of getting caught?

truth is,

the wife is the accomplice.
but more often than not, she's made out to be the victim.
she gets away with sympathy and support without any question
and doubt on her misdoings which led to the eventual betrayal.


truth is,

most men dont cheat on their wives unless 'pushed' to by d wives.
ponder.

有时候，爱一个人是寂寞的。

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