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20100925


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exams are finally over.
but i think they will be a flop dis sem.
SIGH.

couldnt focus on them at all.
guess things will be lydat till nov 15 is over.
SIGH.




how bad can things get huh....
might as well bury me under.
damn tired.
it has been a stretched out year in skool, work and life.
it has been tough balancing so many things.
it aint easy as one seems to think.

just bring them on.
the most, start all over again.

what the *@#$%.




it's over.
i should go thru the mess on my own.
why pull someone to go thru ur mess?
bear the consequences with no worries.
cant even afford the plans that would be.
why obstruct the way for better players?

it should be this way....




things and people are getting too self centered.
too many complications. too much strife.
im getting sucked in.

need to go back to the beginning.
the original me without the world.

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