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before i brace myself for the onslaught of another big paper to finish..
i needa put down these thoughts..


you have tried your best.
you have already done the best given the environment.
don't be too hard on yourself.


when you achieve distinctions..
you wanna achieve high distinctions..
when you have this, you wanna go for the higher ones.
when is enough?


i think i've done well. in fact, very well. considering the crap and
craziness i had to juggle from work and school..
but i still want to achieve more.
im still not satisfied with what ive achieved.

my sub conscious self is encouraging me and affirming me
that i've done what i could have done..
dun be too hard on myself and push myself too much..

the distinctions are already in the bag given the results so far..
but im still calculating and pushing the rest of d assignments &
exam for a final shot at high D..
shouldnt distinctions be enuff....?



it's so true when they say:
when u have a million, u want a billion.
people are never satisfied with wat they already have.




teach me to understand and be contented.
im darn stress.

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