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if i can tell you how much you mean to me, i would.
if i can tell you how much i care about you, i would.
if i can tell you how much i want you to spend the rest of your life with me, i would.
if i can tell you how much i wish you can make me feel better, i would.
if i can tell you how much i want you to tell me, i would.

but i could not.


i wasnt negative about you.
i was made to believe the negative you gave to me.
i wish i didnt let them leave their marks on me, but they did.
and over time, without your interventions, i fell.


if u ever think i walked away, i didnt.
i am still where i always said i wld be there for you..
but i will make you hate me so much that you will walk away from me.

bcoz maybe i was never your most significant.
and i am not your final destination.


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