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i think im ALL excited about my upcoming Phuket HOLIDAY!! hahaha
never ever thot of going to a beach holiday coz i think it's a waste of
money and time.. where one pays $$$$ just to do nothing but play & eat.

but i know that was something fluffy really wanted in a long long time while
she's with me. though she never really insisted, i knew she really wanted to
go as well. so, parted with the money, booked a flight for her on tiger, thinking
it will just be a simple trip to getaway n get cozy aft not seeing each other for
the last 3 mths. supposed to be our 3rd year together too.. heading into the FOURTH.

well, to me it's still heading into the FOURTH. but i'm not sure abt her though.
we shall have to see what she thinks and feels when we meet.
and so we discussed abt our stay. there was no question that i wanted her to stay
in the best accom that i can share d cost with within my budget. i think she
deserves to stay at the most awesome place possible for this trip & occasion.
n finally, chanced upon a good deal with d hotel that i really liked & booked it!
a rather luxurious stay though.. supposedly with breathtaking views of the ocean
and the surroundings. i sure hope it will be as good as ive imagined.


started reading up on phuket n i realized there are so many activities that
are getting me all excited n all i can think of now is going there n have as much
fun as possible with fluffy. hahhaahaa. just hope it doesnt rain that badly.
else there's always the spa, massages to splurge on fluffy.. n come back
another time when itz all sunny for the water sports!!!! i wanna get my scruba cert!


so im all excited! amidst drowning in the MCAT.. but well, it's kind of a
motivation too. to get thru these stuff now n enjoy at d end of it all.
but then.... seems like fluffy's been really cold. i dunno. feels like there's a
wall or something between us now.. umm. tat's d vibe i get from her these days.
well, if thatz what she chooses n wants in d end, then i will make dis last trip
that best ever holiday we ever have together for her.




if only i feel more warmth.. d usual fluffy im missing.... ~


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