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what a day it was today!


dreaded waking up EARLY in d morning for d 1st day of d project..
have been sleeping at 4-5am every morning.. so body has been programmed
to awake like 12noon every day.. i know i needa change d timing back..
hopefully with today as d stoppage point, i can mk d u-turn back to a more humanely norm
waking hrs. i feel it much more easier to concentrate n work during the night though..
maybe im just a night person. NEVER a morning person yet.


d reason why i kept a blog of these 3 mths is that i wanna retain the journey.
i dun wanna look back aft everything has ended n realized i haven made any records of anything..
if i make it in d 2 mths' time, i wld wanna appreciate even more all that has happened,
and all that i've experienced n enjoyed in BB.


so yea, i woke up slightly overtime, got ready to go in a flash. then i found no one outside my room.
gosh, i thot they were so eager n left w/o me. i was sad for a while since its d 1st day. but i was glad
tat i can knock back out n have more time to study later in d day. faster than i actually dozed off,
Sathya knocked on my door n asked if i wanted to go to the school. turned out that d mum was
still not well n went to visit d doc in d morning. hahahaa. so much for sleeping in more n studying.

so off we went. 4 butts on a bike! and it wasnt all tat tight a squeeze afterall. maybe 2 were kids n
i aint fat either. hahaa.though my legs were aching from d lack of foot rest for every feet. had to leave
them hanging in d air. good to be on the ground on d first day. checked things out and helped a little.
though there wasnt much we can do now as the workers are busy laying d foundations n working
on d wall n toilet. my job comes in when d basics r up n it's time to paint n beautify d place. n stock
up the place with books! lots of books n knowledge!

yet at the same time, i keep reminding myself not to get too carried away.
MCAT shd and must still come first no matter how excited i am abt d project.


it started pouring on our way back. man, the rain was really harsh. beat down real hard on me face
n it did hurt. the power of the slashes. we were all soaking wet, right down to the undies. i sat d rear
n thus, had all my jeans, feet n slippers splashed with mud n all sorts of debris.
had to go to d bank to withdraw d rest of the money for the project to d lady boss.. so i suggested
we go have dinner in town. i like to bless ppl.. though im not ultra mega rich but it doesnt hurt to
make someone else smile bcoz u can do so.

wanted to bring them to d cafe i always frequent and then they suggested d pizza place across d bank.
it wasnt in my consideration but i heard d excitement in d kids' voices n thought it wld b great to let
them enjoy what they wanna enjoy than enjoy what i enjoy. but we were all freezing cold.. almost
shivering. didnt wanna fall sick n so i suggested we go home n change n get back out.

all my clothes were wet to d core.. they r all soaking in d pail in d toilet now.. so darn lazy to wash
them. no washing machine! it's freaking tiring to squeeze dry a pair of jeans & large towel n
all d other pieces.. OH MAN. cycling of d bike to n fro town (prob abt 1-2km) and d squeeze drying
of clothes are basic exercises that keep me fit these few mths. i still wanna get out n run some day b4
i leave BB. gonna check out their 'gym' soooooon.

had a really good dinner. it was d kids' 1st time ever at a pizza place, eating pizza.
seeing how d kids enjoyed being there was more than d money i spent.
when u touched one kid or one heart who may, hopefully grow up to touch others.

n now.. im totally shacked out. w d charger almost threatening to die on me. yet to start my
scheduled chapter for today. n im physically drained out by d rain n d day's activities already.
but i will get to it soon.. soon. after i play my game. hahaa. my only source of entertainment
during break time.


tirrrrrrrrrred.
but very much alive at the same time (:

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