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wonderful. it's 7 mins to 7pm local time.
and im still wandering on the net!!
had a very heavy head yest n drifted in n out aft tking panadol.
awoke at 1+ am n decided to just work thru wat was supposed to be finished for yest.
ended up sleeping at 6am. oh man. how will my clock ever be turned back norm??
it's almost 7pm n i haven started on ANYTHING yet!! so dead. and i wanna sleep by
2am tonight. have to go get stuff for the library tmr. as much as i dun wanna go coz i
wanna keep to my schedule.. umm.. shall see how it goes tmr.

i goggled how to go from poipet to bkk.. bkk to phuket. poipet to phuket. motorbiking
from bb to poipet. hahaa. im so drifting away from the books. i sense my spirit ITCHING
for an adventure but im soooo suppressing all that down. am thinking of riding all the
way to the border to chop my passport. hahaa. it's abt 120km which can be done in under
2hrs. it wld be such an adventure if i do that!! hahaa! but then.. shall try my hands on the
bike maybe tmr or sunday. see if i make it. if i do, then i will wait for their news on how
much they bought in bkk for me to bring back from d border. if there r not a lot of stuff
to carry back to bb, then i will ride to poipet!! wooohoooo! so excited!

hai. im so resisting the books now. but at the same time, i KNOW i NEED to go thru
them. AHHHHHHHHH. I WANNA GO PLAY. i wanna ride the bike n go explore
the caves, the waterfalls, kayaking on d river, inter-town sightseeing. BUT I CANNOT.
my mind is wondering to all these exciting n adventurous things i wanna do but BUT
BUT BUT i CANNOT. once i allow myself to start, that's it. i will screw up the entire
study plan n ALL my efforts will go down the drain. BUT IT IS JUST SO TEMPTING!!

TWENTY-SEVEN MORE DAYS.


it's not a lot actually. considering the amount of work i still wanna re-run thru, not
factoring the time that will be taken for the library n days spent w the volunteers..
maybe abt another TWENTY days left only. I NEEDA GET TO WORK n forget abt
playing now. i'm trying. just need to try harder! ahahahahahaa.


actually i dunno why im still checking out d way to phuket. if i dun go, i wld be freaking
wasting 650bucks for nothing! but if i go by myself.. it's freaking lame too. maybe i shd
have an open invitation for a party in the club room huh?! hahahahhaaa. but it wld
defeat d real meaning n purpose of why i spent so much money for in the first place..
ummmmm. i really dunno what to do w it. i wldnt b in d mood to spend it w my friends
too at such a luxurious place. shd i ask ppl to join me there? or shd i sell d package away
at a cheap price to cut d loses? or maybe i still look forward to my original plan.. hai.
need to decide on this fast b4 i totally waste all my money doing nothing abt it.


but for now. I NEED to get back to studying. soooooooo dreading it.
check out the schedule for today:
4 revision papers to complete in 2hrs. followed by 1 chapter on microbiology.
1 chapter on carbonyls & amines.. then another 4 half hr revision papers..

HOW TO FINISH????!!
siao liao ~

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