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it's Sep 01, 2012.
1240am or 0040hrs.
my last few hrs here.
shut off all music.
only the sounds of nature.

what r my thoughts?
i dunno. a mixture of both excitement, sadness & fear.
excited to be going home to my loved ones.
sad to leave the friends ive made, d kids i wish to mould behind.
fearful to face the monster in 10 days' time.


everyone here tells me that they wish i make it.
but im wondering.. WHAT IF i dun make it?
what's next?
of coz i wish to make it. ive been dreaming of it more than anything else!
yet i gotta be realistic. even the smartest flop at this monster.
and it is in 10 days' time.
i definitely wish i have MORE time to prepare.. but how much time is then enuff?
i dunno man. i think i worked hard. 100% at times, 70% at others maybe.. hahaa
there's only so much my brain can and will take.. aft that, it kinda shuts down by
itself and i wld start to drift and waste a day or two.. coz d brain needed a break.
it's probably the stupidest thing to wish for.. but i wish that all the passages that
come out, all the topics that will be tested.. will be topics that im good at.. passages
that im familiar and comfortable to tackle! hahahaaa. i hate to interpret graphs.

there r some topics im confident about.. while there r some topics which i will prob
be lost in the passage b4 even hitting the qns.. so hopefully, HOPEFULLY, that
paper will test all that im good at and confident in. hahahaha.


ummmm. im kinda tired to talk abt my 3 mths stint here now. wanna save some
energy to do some revision b4 i doze off to rest for a few hrs. gonna do a 12-14hrs
overland travel to Phuket! i pray it will be a very safe journey.


life's a great adventure.
go on and live an adventure (:

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