. . . .

spoke with my boss, my boss' boss and my boss' boss' boss.
now it's gonna go up to my boss' boss' boss' boss.
what will happen after that?
ummmmmM.

dun wanna let it get to my head.
trying to decide sensibly and systematically.
it's a 50-50 outcome really.
what should i really decide to do?
ummmmmM.

my boss said it's a good thing.
my boss' boss said better not risk my current work status.
my boss' boss' boss sounded rather supportive.
what is gonna be my boss' boss' boss' boss' response?
ummmmmM.




i've two very wonderful cgls who love me.
but there's some things you cant have d best of both worlds.
or at least i can never live with that kinda denial.

like a ruddy seaman tossed and battered by d elements,
it has worn me down and stoned my navigation.

cognizelnce.
it's rude to not reply msgs and return calls.
but i have no idea what to say.


"i just want you to be happy...." she wrote.





i.don't.want.to.have.to.choose.

. . . .