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darn.
I MISSED THE NDP!
oh mannnN.... i slept thru d entire show coz i was really tired out.
heard that dis year's was the best one yet.
missed the fireworks too. crap.



seriously. i'm beginning to detest d cons of my profession.
i need patience. two more years perhaps.
and i will be off to where i wanna fly.

lots of decision making to do.



who wanna build library in sept?
it's not something everyone will do.
tired to travel there alone.... shall i just drop d idea?
actually things r slowly progressing, with new grounds broken....
but then it aint easy shouldering alone n treading on unknown grounds.
and with all d restrictions that my ah gong impose.... sigh.
or shd i wait out further.... what to do what to do what to do.
i'm worn out really.

but thru it all, i learned an invaluable lesson.
most results and successes dun happen instantaneously.
with hard work and labour, they will reap with time.
or at least, u see things happening.
there's always d space in between called waiting.
that's where most fail to understand and give up b4 its time.

i've learned tat principle b4. but i hate to wait.
patience is the key. to which, i am not most of d time.
coz more often than not, i'm always running ahead of myself.
so i'm learning to slow down and not make silly mistakes.

another decision that needs to be made, swift and wise.


hopefully, i will see my sunflowers soon too!
i planted them somewhere.... (:






ummmM.
is this really what i want....?


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