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DO THE FIRST THING(S) FIRST.


been struggling with myself the past days.
there'r so many things i wanna do yet so short of time.
and at the back of my mind, i worry much abt the monster.

was really asking myself if im deviating.. asking Him for directions..
and i think i found my ans from watching d svc dis morning..

"Do the first things first."

i dun exactly rem which part of it i heard it but it stood out for me.
many things are good to do. many things i wanna do. many things i wanna help.
but what is the most important thing to me now?
what is the most crucial thing to me now?
the answer is apparent - the monster i need to conquer.

so i have to let go of the things which i am doing now to focus on that.
these things are not wrong. but just not the right time to do them now.
i dun want to see all my hard work and efforts go down d drain at the last hurdle.

as much as i hate to shut off n let go of every other thing now....
i will have to tell the doc tmr that i cannot continue.. as much as i wld love to.
i will not think or do more for the orphanage now.
i will not think or do more for the village school now.
last 14 days to slaying the monster.
i need to give all i got for the final sprint down to the finish line.

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